I wish I had more time, or rather the "right kind of time" to to make music in, but then again hobbies don't have deadlines - I'm not obligated to deliver anything to anyone within a specific time frame. I'd probably go nuts if I was a professional musician and had labels breathing down my neck, demanding I'd make something for them to sell. I can easily understand why a lot of big musicians fall into some kind of substance abuse.
Though, I would be lying if I said I'm not just a little jealous of them.

Profil of a Dreamer

Wears a halo that doesn't fit
Shoes that can't keep out the rain
A scarf tied in a noose
Glasses that blinds

Wears his heart on his sleeve
Playing an out of tune guitar
& a piano that's synthesized

God & Satan are my enemies
Along with their Angels and Demons

Is not Red or Blue
Sees only in grey tone
But dreams in color

Lost the heart that loves
Along with the girl who stole it
Both now somewhere in the New World